Method Book 1, pg 22, Crossin’ Three, age….closer to 70 than I’d prefer. I’ve played Crossin’ Three nearer 100 times than 50; if a counter indicated more than 200 I wouldn’t argue.
At this point I don’t need to read the score to hit the notes and keep the overall tempo but I’m not terribly satisfied. Dynamically my plucking can vary quite a bit but at least my left hand fingers generally hit the strings where desired. Not always but mostly. My floating thumb or movable anchor, it varies between the two and not by design, differs in effectiveness at moving & muting but is getting better; I still have to think about it. Left hand muting? While I mute via some fingerings, others are not so good but it’ll get there and that maybe due to overload in other areas.
When I’m reading the score + playing, which seems a good exercise from several perspectives, fretting fingers err more, much more for #4 and particular string combinations (C to E on E string being a favorite mashup) and I’m perfectly capable of making a more universal mess of it sometimes...usually on the second pass after a successful first. Of course sometimes it’s a train wrecks due to momentary loss of concentration or not thinking ahead but that’s...whatever. Concentrate and think ahead, better.
I guess this is all to say and hopefully get confirmation that getting to the point that your fretting fingers intrinsically know exactly where to go, you don’t launch into the weeds and just flub the LZ (landing zone) more than you’d like, and your plucking fingers deliver consistent dynamics, can be a very long journey. I mean, like many here I’m sure, I’ve done lotsa mental/physical sporting, thrill seeking, dynamic stuff, much of which can get you killed (or worse) but nothing as small scale, delicate, intricate and demanding as this. So: Am I an outlier or is this just really devilishly hard and slow, particularly when your, well, if not yet on the final approach of a life, definitely in the descent phase and nearing the landing pattern?
Cheers, and thanks for any insights.