As a self taught beginner bass player, where shoul di start?

i mean i'm not terrible, i have a grasp at theory and i'm pretty fluent on the fretboard it's just that my learning is a little all over the place, i'll go from really complicated concepts just to try to understand them and then after a lot of research i realise that i'm way in over my head, i'm just saying it's hard to self navigate something you don't know very well
You sound capable and enthusiastic!

Exploring, testing the boundaries of your ability can lead you to self discovery and help create a unique style that is all your own. This activity, of course, should not dominate your practice time, just augment it.